i swear it isn’t her it’s my attention deficit
I wonder how she stayed so pretty in a place ugly as this
asked her what exactly makes us stay and float and coexist
she said shed fill me in, but then she hasn’t told me since
charismatically she straddles me and focuses our hips
and presses every tiny button I expose for her to hit
from her tippy toes and perfect curls and swollen frozen kiss
to her recognition of love and how you havnt known it since.
over analyze on every little word
dazed in a dream, 3 days without sleep,
praying that the sandman safely returns;
ill attempt to collect all the hatred you harvest , throw in mistakes and allure
I’ll fake it exactly like an actress
teach you how to never put your faith in a girl.
I’ll stagger and faulter a bit
both eyes too open to see
Im the captain of this sinking ship,
collapsed and abandoned and frozen at sea.
where exactly is all our composure?
we’re a corner where the folds couldn’t meet
I got lost in a well known flaw, now you’ve got both fists gripped aimin at me
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Bodies of forbidden lovers in the trunk of his car, heading west to Yellowstone we drove until it got dark.
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my toes woke up today to the same weather as last weeks’
everyone around me sayin “Meagan, it’s relaxing..”
im half asleep with a spinning in my head
this pitter patter’s a timebomb leading to my death
.. wait, kinda dramatic but actually its true
there’s an ocean sized puddle here that’s keepin me from you
hate the rain
you are my alluring desire. you are my subtle attraction. you are what the world misses when they try and figure me out. if they would open their eyes wider they would see that they are watching me, watching you. I’ve felt your breath and I’ve smelled your skin, yet they’ll never see it. you are the power to attract. you are all over my skin and filling my heart up to its seams. I have discovered the meaning of Allure tonight under a coffee cup, the one you bought me. you are my subtle attraction.
(i found my highschool sketchbooks.. psyched)
I’m sorry that my fucked up brain works that way.. or some other organ or chemical imbalance somewhere that’s responsible for manufacturing these dumb emotions I get when the situation is about you
Im intrigued by the things that make you feel a really intricate emotion, like the ones you didn’t even know happened to people.. Being happy-worried or being uncomfortably attracted to someone. when you’re anxious but you’re perfectly safe. that calm feeling you get when something bad happens but it hasn’t sunk in yet.
you cringe but wanna keep watching - hate it but can’t stop touching.
let’s practice our feelings. love is fucking boring.
